you don't know me

and i don't know you.

sometimes I am happier in my dreams and I don't want to wake up. That makes me sad, life should be everything you want it to be. But that doesn't come easy. You must fight for it, and it may take a lifetime. But that's ok with me, it's something to look forward to, something to get up for.

I can't believe my big brother is getting married in less than a week! Crazy! Hopefully I'll be "auntie Franny" soon.

the smell of nature

i've just never been a believer in goodbyes

what window are you looking out of?

im gonna travel the world!

Do Do Do Do Do Do.

Why must we always be doing things. I believe people are most happy when we are with the ones we love, when we are loving, and in good company. This is the reason for our existence, to love. To forgive, to understand, to celebrate, to laugh. This is when we are most happy, so why do we so often try and excuse "the act of loving" in order to better ourselves or selfishly love only ourselves. We are not meant to be alone, but to be part of a family. Aloneness is important for self-realization and appreciation. Everyone needs their alone time. All I am saying is that we should'nt be distracting ourselves by doing things, we need to be loving. Loving means giving. When you put others before yourself, you will in turn be loved. This is happiness. It is constant. We are always searching for constant happiness, but it is right in front of our eyes.

what about the girl with loneliness?

talk about talent.

and this is real life people.

I love to be alone. I never found the companion that was so companionable as solitude. -Thoreau

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How vain it is to sit down to write when you have not stood up to live.

think what ya want. judge all ya want. lie all ya want. pretend all ya want. hate all ya want.

but at the end of the day, are you happy?

love.

my zen.

Boy & Bear - Blood To Gold

music is love. it's what we share.

i guess everybody makes mistakes. but how many is too many? hm.

on the road again

i feel like my life is really none of your business. but i will give you some insight anyway.

everyone is so special. its unbelievable. i really can't spell words with 'ie' in them

"And love is always complicated. But still humans must try to love each other, darling. WE must get our hearts broken sometimes. This is a good sign, having a broken heart. It means we have tried for something."

-Eat, Pray, Love

so hard to find that balance

I reckon you don't know anything till you've actually experienced it. you really have no right to any opinion if you haven't tried it, experienced it, or dealt with it. You are biased. So go on, don't be scared. Don't be shy...

so my latest theory on people...

people don't know what they want. they think they do for a brief second, but then they realize thats not it! They always want something unattainable. something unreasonable, irrational. People are crazy really. Including myself. Obviously.

If only we could just get it right the first time..

my mind is unsettling. unresolved. wondering. my stomach hurts. it's a craving. an addiction so powerful.