The xx - Crystalised

Ughhh I love the Australian fashion... too bad my suitcase isn't big enough!

Wondering if we can be friends...?

Im Just. Too full. To Swallow my pride. I can't I can't

i get to sleep in an extra hour tomorrow! yay!

what a week it's been... lot's of school, headaches, sore throat, bullshit.

I'm very excited to go home to be honest. I cannot wait to see all my beautiful friends. Going away really makes you appreciate what you've got. The people who care about you and understand you and love you are so important. True love. Not fake love, not protection. Just real love. I cannot stand phonies anymore. I can detect them so easily. I know when something's real and when it's not.

I've been reading so many book lately; one I'm reading now is called Mutuwhenua, about a New Zealander (Maori) and her life and her love and her family. I can't wait to write a book one day. Once I get a grasp on the meaning of my life.

As for now, I am quite content besides my longing for a dinner buddy. What's a good meal when you have to eat it alone?

Makes me realize that love is so important. No one deserves to be lonely.

Can't wait for next year. It's gonna be filled with camping, music, bars, love, yoga, and school.

Also a new house in San Luis Obispo which means new roommates and new friends!!

Yay!!

"It's crazy how quickly things can change. I guess what's even more crazy is how quickly people change. Maybe they don't change at all. Maybe they portray themselves as something they want to be but never can be. It's really sad what can be thrown away. It's really sad that people can shut someone they love, or said they love, out. What a sad way to deal with life; to be so isolated, so alone. To give up the one person who could have loved them for years to come, maybe forever; it must have been for something grand. After everything that they had written, about commitment, about communication, about the future; something was lost in translation. Liar is the word that comes to mind. Also, weak. To not be able to speak ones mind. To not be able to say what one needs. To not be able to work through the hard times. To completely shut down. Weak.

So here's to new beginnings again.

Once again, I deserve better."

-written by someone i don't know

i want all these shoes
If you could just sit still and be quiet for once, you might actually understand me.

because i came here with a load, and it feels so much lighter now I met you....

Green Eyes. I could never go on without you :)

Empire of the Sun - We Are The People (HD)

read my mind.

Peace. Limited edition.

run away with me

trying to figure out the world, one day at a time. But a wise young lad told me that the more you try to understand the less it all makes sense. I think he's right.

It's all a Dream...

That's what it feels like. You are living this fantasy world, new exciting things everyday, in a new land. The bad news is, you meet wonderful people and you have to leave them. I never know if I'll see them again. It's really hard. I guess the beauty is you never know what will happen.

off to New Zealand today!!

love in a blur. love in a stir. i am not missed. but i miss you. you're alive, i hope you're well. Think of me.

As much as I love to learn (be in school), I would much rather be free as a bird exploring nature. By myself or with others, it doesn't matter. I love this world that God has given us.

The Knife- Heartbeats

sort of alone...

AUSTRALIA

just a little bit sad. a little bit plain. a little bit tired. too much talking. not enough reading. not enough tea. words are useless. i want food. i want touch. not the pain. the piano; the cherished. give me freedom.